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Ya, first entry; ^_*_ ^ = interruption of entry 7/17/04 What I'm listening to; a.f.i.'s ''sing the sorrow'' Mood; exhausted Titile of entry; My F***ing busy day Dear Diary, Holy shit, today was funky. I went to the mall with Angel and Joscelyne, came back home, got on the computer, and then Kendra came over (I was SOOOOOOOOO happy to see her, she'd been on vacation for like 2 weeks) then we walked around. Saw Aaron like, um, three times I think. The first time he was walking with his girlfriend *and then after that I fell down this kinda rock ledge, don't ask, i'm a complete klutz* and then um one time I don't remember how. And then when he was driving with his big sister. And I go; "Geez, kinda undsteady with the gas, aren't we?" and i didn't know it was him until kendra told me. then I laughed my ass off. After that we went back to Kendra's, painted our nails, went to the park, came back, and started to wrestle. THEEEEEEEN we started playing soccer with like grabbing *not like that ppl, i know your dirty little minds! >:o* then I came back home, completely scarfed my mexican hamburger (FUCK YEAH! SOOOOO good!) got online, worked on the fotoe page a little *i spelled it wrong on purpose, ppl* and now i'm doing this. Phew, I'm exhausted. That walk to the mall probaly didn't help though, lol. So, yup, that was ma day, and now i'm gonna go to bed cuz i'm fucking TIRED! Toodles, Danelle xoxo DUUUUUDE! I can't remember what's been going on, lmao. J/P, I usually know what the fucks going on in my life, DUHHHHHH. Like now, I know i'm bored out of my frucking mind. Yes, I know I spelled it wrong. Right now I'm listening to my station on yahoo. it's SOOOOOO awesome, it has led zepplin *which is playing right now, i LOVE Kashmir!* The Distillers, The donnas, green day, sum 41, evanescence, incubus, just a whole bunch of kickass bands. i was listening to 'stairway' at school, *summer school, project citizen, i'll say more 'bout that later.* and one of my ''teachers'' was totally blown away. then i put some queen on, god, i love older bands. so uh, yeah. Yesterday was, um, hold on, lemme see. OH YEAH, the 20th of July, and Kendra and I walked to Wal*Mart! It was soooooo fun. we started by looking at the clothes, moved on to the um, uh. i don't remember, but yeah. OHHHHH, then to the purses and keychains, then we went to the underwear, *REALLY cute underwear there, i never would've guessed* And they had all these like qoute un qoute, poser shirts. like ''punk'' and all this other bullshit. i'm proud to say I do not own a single shirt with the word ''punk'' on it. I wouldn't really say I'm punk, and anyway, it's not really something you can BE, it's a way of living. I guess these days you can buy ''punk'' at hot topic and wear it around. *rolls eyes* THAT's stupid. anyhoo, then we went to look at makeup, soon moved down to the toy isles. *AWESOME little boy toys! like, there were these little cars and you pushed them around in a loop, it was SOOOOOOO cool!* and then we saw this HUGE dogeball, and started playing with it, bouncing it through hula-hoops. Those things are hella rad. ha ha, hella rad. we also went over to the girl toys and were looking at the dolls, i'm SO glad i'm not a little girl these days. i'd probably want bratz dollz and all that other fake bullshit. DON'T RAISE YOUR KIDS LIKE THAT!!!! MY mommy raised me lisetening to van halen, guns 'n' roses, alice in chains, ^_*_^ You guys should get 2 albums. The Offspring, 'Splinter' put it on the last song, if you'd like to survive in pisron and Green Day's "1,039/smoothed out slappy hours" and listen to the song ''I was there'' This is only a test, had it been an emergency, I don't know, there hasn't been an emergency yet" ^_*_^ Okay, um, where was I? Oh yeah, my mom raised me on the good tunes, Motley Crue *sorry I can't do the little uberisk* judas priest, STP, jackyl, beastie boys, and the bullet boys. So yes, my mom is a very big influential part of my life. Oh yeah, Kendra got some Scooby-Doo boxers and underwear, and I got some underwear and a capricorn shirt. Then this TOTALLY perverted old guy got behind us in line and says ''yeah, that would be a good streaking outfit." I was just like, oh my god, are you fucking serious in my head. Kendra and I didn't say anything, we just kinda scooted up in line further. There was this REALLY hot guy in front of us though and he goes ''Kinda creepy, huh" At first Kendra and I were like ''WOOOOOW'' cuz this guy was HOT! ^_*_^ ''makes no difference'' by sum 41 ROCKS MY SOCKS!^_*_^ then we just said yeah. Then the old guy kept going, since Kendra was standing up taller he goes ''Yeah, I like tall girls" I was soo scared! Then a new line opened and the creepy guy went over there i was like ''YES!!" You guys know the old guy I'm talking about, right? You know, the type that sits at home, watching pornos all day, jacking off, and has like zero hair left, and breath that smells like ass. Yup, that was my day. pretty fun. full of shopping, hot guys, er, GUY, and perverted old people um, person, aww, you get my meaning. Laters, Danelle ;p 7/28/04 What I'm listening to; Pat Benatar's ''In the Heat of the Night" *80's tunes, YEAH!* Mood; um, just kinda, eh. Title of entry; YOU GOT SOAKED AND I DIDN'T!!!! MUHUWHAHAHAHAAAAAA! Wow, today was crazy. We went to water world *SOOO fun* and I saw two people I haven't seen in forever. First, I saw Daniel, My crush from 6th grade *it was crazy* and he has like, facial hair already! Like, FACIAL HAIR. You know, the little beard, it was weird. Plus he grew his hair out, so yup. Anyhoo, I saw Sarah from ELEMENTARY SCHOOL! My first elementary school, Bertha Heid. I was just like, WOW! Cuz I haven't seen her in um, let's see, fourth grade, it's been six years, yeah. CRA-ZY. we were gonna meet up by the wave pool, but she never came. Oh well, I think I still have her number, I just REALLY hope they haven't moved or changed it. So, yup. I was kinda sad cuz I didn't really get to hang out with Angel, Joscelyne, or Donald. ;'( OH YEAH! I GOT SOME SUN ON MA LEGS!!! YEAAAAAAAAH! Sry, I'm really white there so I'm really happy. Being single kinda sucks. ha ha, talk about randomness. Well, I did see a lot of hot guys there today and even more couples and that was kinda depressing. I've never had a boyfriend I REALLY clicked with. they either were asswholes or they wouldn't leave me alone. *Sigh* the right one will come along.... Blah, what happened to what I was talking about!? Ha ha, I know, I got on the subject of stupid, stinky boys. Okay, back on track. We went on the dinosaur ride twice and got stuck the second time, we went on the turtle ride twice, and that's where I saw sarah. We went once and a half around the lazy river, and i think that's it. Oh yeah, we went on the mummy ride and that was boring. We also went on the storm, that was ok, but it was really fast, too, so it wasn't that great. And my fat little dog is chasing me all around the house, lmao. Alright, well I'm gonna go, ttyl. Ha Ha, I'm A rEtRo KiD, DaNeLlE xOxO August 1, 2004 Dear Diary, ahh, another day in the life of wonderful, beautiful me! HA HA HA HA-no. well, i went swimming 3 days in a row. first water world, then with kendra since she HAD to go swimming and then again with courtney and kendra, but that time we just jumped, er pushed each other in. and the CREEPY lifeguard that would NOT for the love of god quit looking at us. eeeeeeeeeeew! and yeah. Hey, a SHOUTOUT to my best bud, KENDRA! HAPPY FOURTEENTH, MY BESTEST FRIEND THAT I LOVE TO DEATH! oh yeah, I might get the Avril Lavigne cd today, if I do I shall be a very happy camper. (4 the record, I didn't get it, I got the Distillers' "Coral Fang") and if ya don't like Avril Lavigne, that's cool, just don't give me shit for liking her. mmkay, now that that's all done and taken care of, i shall move on. UMMMM, uh, there is nothing to move on to so I will update again soon, well, when something happens. Love ya'll, ttyl. -Danelle "Punk" is a word I'll never be able to define. I've got no idea what it was or what it ''is'' today. I guess people wear it around on a shirt or whatever. (yes, I say that, it's true, don't you think)? "Life is like a big soccer game, there will be obstacles that you have to pass to make a goal." Yes, i said that too, shutup. Got no idea wtf I was listening to, probably launch. August 5, 2004 Dear Diary, well, nothing happened today, but a WHOOOOLE lot did on the third. Crazy shit too. First my mom and I walked to the bus stop to catch the bus *duh* and went to get my new glasses. When we were walking back dad called mom and he was in the same area, so he came to pick us up. Then we went to Gunther Toody's (SOOOOOOOOO good!) ooh, I'm gonna go get me some fries! brb. cha, yummy fries! annnnnnd I'm bored right now and editing my site isn't ideally what keeps my attention so later. Okay, I'm editing again, and it's been almost a week. Kendra and I went to the pool, we met these guys *pretty cute* and she liked Zach and I liked Franco. *his first name is John but that doesn't matter right now* Anyhoo, we went to Franco's house, cuz we'd been talking to them 4 a while, and we were just cuddling and they wanted to go SOOO fast. We stayed there 'till like, uh, 9:30, I think. And ya, Zach walked us home *sweetheart* since Franco claimed it was "Too far" for him to walk. Lazy ass boys* so Zach walked us home and right as we're @ Kendra's, Franco pulls up. *Ya he can drive whoopee, let's get back to the entry* so he drove me home *which I was perfectly capable of doing with my own two feet, but I guess he was just looking out for me* So then we see my parents walking by, obviously looking for me. ack. So I say bye and thanks for the ride, yadda, yadda, yadda, and I get the ol' "We were just concerned, that's all." Which is totally stupid, they could've gotten me on the stupid walkie-talkie! *Yes I have to carry around a walkie-talkie, shutup, you lot of fuckasses.* So I ended up sneaking out *AND GETTING AWAY WITH IT, YEAAAAAAAH!!!!* to go see the fuckheads *btw, Zach is not a fuckhead, he's cool* and still end up cuddling, and being tickled, *God, I love that* and being asked to give a handjob! AHHHHHHHHHH!!! I'M ONLY FOURTEEN, YOU DISGUSTING MOTHER FUCKING PERVERT! I know that I feel older sometimes, but NOT relationship-wise! I burp *heh heh, that's so fun, I did like 4 huge ones today it was kickass* I eat with my mouth open, *only to gross ppl out* and I hawk lugies *shutup, I have no fucking idea how to spell that* in ppl's drinks *that was once but it was so fucking awesome* I'm a little bit of gross! *ya, just a little bit, hear that Kendra!?* So anyhoo, he's being a fuckhead and all "So, you don't wanna do this, you don't wanna do that, that's cool." WHATEVER! I called him like yesterday or the day before *don't remember, he was being a fuckhead* and he was all "Hey, call me later, hey, call me later" so i was all like:" Whatever" and he goes "are you okay?" *as if you care* and THAT was the end of that. saw him driving yesterday, I kinda waved and he just looked @ me and rolled his eyes. WHAT-EVER! like I need a dumbass like you rolling ur eyes at me, so ya, I gots 2 do the next entry so bye byes. -Danelle 8/*UM*/04 Listening to Avril Lavigne's "Fall To Pieces" (over, and over, and over again) *kickass song* Dear Diary, I don't remember what day it is, brb lemme check. AHA! TODAY IS THE NINTH! and i'm not going to put it up there cuz, uh, I don't feel like it. MUHUWHAHAHA! So, today was kinda weird, yesterday was weirder *you can check yesterday out on the "What's New Page" under 'what's new in Danelles world'. BACK TO THE ENTRY. today was funky cuz um, uhhhhhhhh, I woke up @ 7:00. SEVEN! Damn dogs.... Anyhoo, I got up, ate breakfast got in the shower and went down to the twins' house to help Kendra babysit. Then she went to Boondocks *lucky dog, I was stuck here* and around like 4 or 5 I went down to drop off this chapstick I got her for her birthday (which is like a week late, DON'T BLAME ME, BLAME AVON! Well, blame me for not taking it over 2 her asap, BUT MOSTLY BLAME AVON!) So I went to drop that off and visited w/ Kendra a little and saw Aaron, again. whatever. He said hi again and I was just like "Eh, don't talk to me" (btw, when I say "I was all like," or something like that, it means i'm saying it, just 4 all u stupid ppl out there.... jk.) So blah, I'm tired, and I'm gonna have this song stuck in my head until the end of the earth and i'm tired. So goodnight. Oh ya, I had backround music in my dream last night, FUCKING BACKROUND MUSIC!!!
-Danelle 8/10/04 Right now I'm listening to Stairway. Dear Diary, Well today was completely fucked. And I will update later. 9/11/04 What I'm listening to right now: uhh, the washer. and now i'm listening to the cure's ''end of the world'' he he, robert smith's head is all wobbly at the beginning, ha ha......and now Ryan Cabrerra's ''on the way down'' god, he's hot! he's got a fro kinda tho, lmao. mood: Exhausted/Sick, ha ha, ma voice is all scratchy and cool. Dear Diary, Well today was quite fun. Today is also Danielle's birthday, and i went to her party of course which was a blast! Almost all the ppl I love were there: Danielle of course, Vince, Bess, and i'll say more l8er cuz kendra is here. ttyl. |
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What happened from 8/10-9/1
This will be told by bullets, not the usual diary entry cuz it's like, so many things. -8/8/04 We got a new dog. His name is Axel. He's a spaz. -d/itt/o Talked to Aaron again, not anymore again tho. lol. -Aaron flirted with me, EWWWWWW!!! -Talked to Bob. That's not his real name tho. There will be more later. |
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at school;
Wow, this color is pretty......
Um at school, it sucks lol, duh. TODAY IS SEPTEMBER 21ST! DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TODAY!?!?!?!? THE NEW GREEN DAY CD IS OFFICIALLY OUT!!! Well, technically, it came out 10 hours ago, because it was avalible at 12:00 AM, but I don't know of any CD stores that are open at 12 in the morning. Unless they were having a special like Media Play, but I wouldn't know, because they almost NEVER put out a little paper thing! OH well, THE NEW GREEN DAY CD COMES OUT TODAY!!! WOOOOOOOO!!! okay, so yeah, I'm at school, and the dudes I like are in at least 50 yards or less of me!!! Lol, that's stupid. Anyway, Just sitting here in second period tech class and since I'm done with our typing test (cuz I can do like 40 words per minute) I can have ''free time'' so ya, I decided to update my site a little. Hmm, Oh yeah, right now I'm listening to The Distillers' 'City of Angels' which is my favorite song of theirs. Yup, oh yeah, and we got I think around 23 new guitars for our school, and there are 3 bass guitars!!! YEAH! Love bass, always loved it, still do, lmao I'm being weird and stupid. Speaking of bass, Danielle thinks that Daniel Radcliffe and I would get along well since he plays bass and I want to, and we both like the same kinds of tunes *hint hint, The Distillers* So yeah, that's pretty cool. I'd like to meet him someday, that'd be cool. HMMM, dunno what else to say....... uh I got a new shirt, lol. Oh yeah, and I guess britney spears got married yesterday....not like I really care, just heard it on the radio. Which I REALLY don't get since it's a modern rock radio station, but whatever. So yeah, this Saturday Kendra and I are probably going to go to the Slapshot center to watch Brennan, Colton, Shaw, and Max play hockey. (note the fact that it's called 'the SLAPSHOT CENTER') Speaking of hockey there isn't going to be a hockey season!!!!!!!!!! (WAHHHHHHH, seriously, I cried when I found out, cuz my dad told me. I'm DEAD serious.) Well, gtg, so bye! Okay, today at lunch it was WEIIIIIIIRD! Cuz I was standing with Joscelyne and Angel, and Jason was standing with them. Then he looked over, RIGHT AT ME!! I was so nervous, I looked away quick and blushed. well, acutally I think I blushed first but whatever. Yup, and I got all dizzy-heart-poundy then and later on when I saw him in the hallway. *fluttery sigh* lol, but ya. If ur one of my friends, and you don't know who these people are, just ask. They have codenames, cuz I am SOOOOOO not going to release the boys' names that I like! So, yeah. Idk what else to put. Um, I'm listening to Prince right now, lol. |
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![]() So, yup, in second period with Gabby *waves* and we're listening to GC. Hee, this is funny, almost everyone else has to work and we're just looking on Launch and listening to tunes. Right now I'm listening to the Donnas 'Fall Behind Me' yeah. Gabby's going to sign my guest book, aren't you Gabby? Yes, yes, you are. Ha ha, she's all weirdededed out now......
October 7, 2004
Well, um at school, real exciting, huh? Oh yeah, I have a blog now, ummmm, trying to think of what it was cuz I totally forgot. Anyway, the link is-crap gotta go!
October (fuck, what's today?) Woooooow, 27, 2004. Mood: Eh Listening to: A.F.I. and the Distillers Well, now I don't feel TOO terribly bad that I haven't updated in a while, even though the updates have been shit anyway. Ummm, let's see.... I went to the mall with Heaven on Saturday (sp? That doesn't look right to me.....) oh ya and Ryan was there too (Heaven's bf) Ugh, i don't even know if you know who Heaven is. Alrighty, Heaven is my new friend who some might also call punk, whatever, information you didn't need, ummmm Ryan is her boyfriend and my friend, very cool people. So yes, we went to the mall, I think we went into Hot Topic 6 times? Yeah, that sounds about right. I saw Vince, and his brothers and sister, umm 3 kids from my elementary school, couple other ppl, don't remember who, and yup. I met Ryan's brother and sister, pretty cool people. Annnnnnnd a very cute dude who Ryan asked out for me ( I was all O_o seriously, my eyes got ALLLLLL big.) But he said no and according to Heaven cuz he just met me. Ummm, we saw Taxi, funny movie, -INTERRUPTIVE AD! (musical notes) GO AND SEE MA MOVIE TAXI, GRAB A POPCORN, SIT BACK AND RELAXIE! GISELLE'S (SP?) IN IT AND SHE'S REAL SEXAY! OH TAXI, WITH QUEEN LATIFA! _end of interruptive ad- ANYWAY, as I was saying before Mr. Fallon INTERRUPTED me, we saw the movie and then went home. Fun fun. That's pretty much the only exciting thing that's happened this month cuz I've been grounded every weekend until this one. Oh ya and did I mention I have this WHOLE week off? MUHUWHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA! So yup. Oh ya and for halloween I'm gonna be Nancy Spugen. If you like the Sex Pistols or know about Sid Vicious you'll know who she is. And if not, I will explain it to you. Here goes: The Sex Pistols were one of the great early punk bands (forgive me if I fuck any of this stuff up, I'm half asleep) that got together in the late 1970's. Nancy Spugen was a heroin addict from Philadelphia and came to London with one goal: To bed a Sex Pistol. At first she went for Johnny Rotten, the lead singer of the Sex Pistols, who had none of it. Next, she went for the bass player, Sid Vicious. The couple soon fell in love, becoming less a couple and moreso a unit of one. Nancy satisfies his curiosity about what heroin does to you and interested him in sex. During the U.S. tour, things got much worse, possibly because Sid didn't have Nancy with him. Dunno exactly. Nancy died in October of 1978. She was found slumped under the bathroom sink of room 100, the chelsea hotel. She was found with a knife wound in her abdomen. Sid went to jail on suspicioun (sp?) for her murder. He was bailed out soon after. Sid took his own life on February 1, 1978 (the first or the second, i'll check later on) by overdosing with heroin. Sid's mother immediately phoned Nancy's mom, asking if she could bury sid next to nancy. Horrified, she said no. Wanting her son to be with his love even after death, she had him cremated and climbed the cemetary walls where nancy was buried, and spread his ashes over her grave. |
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You know how I keep saying that I'm going to update all that stuff I said i missed? Well, haven't done that yet and just so ya know I might not. | ||
God, I'm so annoyed right now. Can't believe I just cried in front of people, and at school even. Just a mix of emotions, mad, sad, annoyed, just ugh. Oh yeah, and I'm listening to the Distillers. Just the whole situation with Jason is pissing me off and making me think it's a waste of time. I don't know how I didn't notice that he didn't like me. Just wishful thinking that someone in this wretched place for 'learning' might possibly like me in more than a friendly way. I just need someone to talk to that can relate to me. But nooo, everyone I valued had to change, or be a bitch, or not talk to me. That or they just have no idea what to say. Most people don't. I don't know if I really have ANYONE who I can REALLY relate to. Aaron used to be there, but just ugh, don't even get me started on that fucking idiot. You know he had the nerve to even flirt with me this summer!? I can't-NO NOT GONNA DO THAT! I will be strong and not talk about him, because I'm better than that. I got mad at Mr. Spinnato and now I feel bad. Crap, that leads to guilt and just ugh. UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH. Shit, have to go. |